My hubby is still my fiancee legally.... we are married in our religion... yeah I was just reading my blogs and was thinking that .. it may be confusing to some.
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Added by Damiana BloodDagger on October 10, 2008 at 8:11pm —
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Well they didn't admit my hubby thank god. He seems to be doing a bit better. Now we have to fix our truck and get the fuck out of here and into our own place!! i am going CRAZY here with his bitching about Sue all the time..... Wish that people around here weren't afraid of me so I would have a friend to talk to. Friends are non exsistant when they offer a blowjob to your hubby for $50... Yep I can't stand her anymore.
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Added by Damiana BloodDagger on October 8, 2008 at 12:19pm —
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My fiancee may be getting put up in the VA mental ward monday..... he is my person and I am his. I have no idea how I am getting through this because since we are not married I may not be able to see him the whole time. I wish I actually had friends around here but all of them have proven themselves to be ummmm..... not real friends. Backstabbers and I hate that more than anything. God if anybody wants to talk to me monday and tuesday just let me know.....
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Added by Damiana BloodDagger on September 27, 2008 at 4:36pm —
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so I think I want to know where I can find the 9/11 footage that McCain... that piece of shit showed a couple of days ago to piss off everyone. Yes I am pissed but I want to see for myself. If you know please send me a link.....
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Added by Damiana BloodDagger on September 12, 2008 at 3:54pm —
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Chocolate Jesus by Tom Waits
Dont go to church on sunday
Dont get on my knees to pray
Dont memorize the books of the bible
I got my own special way
Bit I know jesus loves me
Maybe just a little bit more
I fall on my knees every sunday
At zerelda lees candy store
Well its got to be a chocolate jesus
Make me feel good inside
Got to be a chocolate jesus
Keep me satisfied
Well I dont want no anna zabba
Dont want no almond joy
There aint nothing better
Suitable for this boy
Well its the only thin…
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Added by Damiana BloodDagger on September 4, 2008 at 5:55pm —
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I'm Afraid of Americans... David Bowie and Trent Reznor. If you haven't heard it it's on my playlist.... Can't find the actual lyrics they all differ so listen and interpret and think!!
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Added by Damiana BloodDagger on August 31, 2008 at 3:26pm —
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I am still great friend with one of my ex's that married one of my friends and now they are having problems and getting me all involved... She is really pissing me off treating him the way she does and putting her kids in jeapordy. I am not sure how long I can keep being his friend while they are together or I am gonna catch a charge.....
Other than that things are great!! Only thing that has been getting to me lately badly is my weight. I feel fat even though I am about average..... I refuse to…
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Added by Damiana BloodDagger on August 31, 2008 at 3:22pm —
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God I can't get attached to his kids... His ex wife would freak out. I hate having to see his ex, she is a lying bitch that has been trying to get me to leave Mouse since we first got together. Gonna be a long day today.....
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Added by Damiana BloodDagger on August 24, 2008 at 9:27am —
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Cemetery Polka by Tom Waits
Uncle vernon, uncle vernon, independent as a hog on ice
Hes a big shot down there at the slaughterhouse
Plays accordion for mr. weiss
Uncle biltmore and uncle william
Made a million during world war two
But theyre tightwads and theyre cheapskates
And theyll never give a dime to you
Auntie mame has gone insane
She lives in the doorway of an old hotel
And the radio is playing opera
All she ever says is go to hell
Uncle violet flew as a pilot
And there aint no pretty…
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Added by Damiana BloodDagger on August 24, 2008 at 9:26am —
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Ok ... I can't deal with all the fucking drama where I live. I get stuck in the middle of every little thing that happens here and it's really not fair but when I ask her not to put me there she does it anyway. It't not like I have any place else to go.... She knows this. I am getting suicidal again but damnitt I will not fucking give in!! Our roomie is a conniving cunt and I mean cunt as in can't understand normal thinking!! I cut my hair off again because I was starting to really seriuosly pul…
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Added by Damiana BloodDagger on August 21, 2008 at 8:45am —
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Birthday by Cruxshadows
Roll out of bed, look in the mirror, and wonder who you are.
Another year has come and gone.
Today is your birthday, but it might be, the last day of your life.
What will you do if tomorrow its all gone?
You wont be young forever,
Its only a fraction to the sun.
You wont be young forever,
Nor will anyone.
So look at your life, who do you want to be before you die?
Look at your life, and what do you want to do.
So look at your life, who do you want to be before you die?…
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Added by Damiana BloodDagger on August 21, 2008 at 8:40am —
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I went bowling for the first time in like 2 years yesterday and bowled 5 games..... can barely move now. I must be very out of shape .... time to start working out again!! It has been an interesting couple of days. Had my son for a night 2 nights ago and that went great for the first time in awhile actually. Yesterday got my hair done and went out on a real date with my hubby for the first time in awhile. Was a great date til we got home and I had to spend 2 hours fixing things between him and t…
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Added by Damiana BloodDagger on August 20, 2008 at 10:08am —
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Document by Assemblage 23
In stillness
A silent weight
Pausing as the minutes
each evaporate
A desire
To leave a scar
To raise a voice from
within the dark
Decaying
Cascading
Existence falls apart
Around me
Within me
So I must leave my mark
This is a document
To prove that I was here
This is a document
To prove I was at all
And when my voice ceases to be
Will the echo still ring loudly?
And when there's
nothing left of me
Will my memory still go on?
A flicker
Transitory state
An echo of a…
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Added by Damiana BloodDagger on August 17, 2008 at 3:31pm —
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Hopefully there is something to offend and amuse everybody!! It's all interesting and fits all kinds of my moods so have fun with it!! I had a blast putting it together ..... took me 2 days. It's done and up now so if it peaks your interest let me know and I can let you know a lot more about almost all the artists on there...... :-P
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Added by Damiana BloodDagger on August 17, 2008 at 2:14pm —
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God I need coffee!!! Wake up this morning and feel like I left my ass in bed..... my head too I think. Thought it was Sunday, Damn wtf? Needing something for pain but have nothing . Today is gonna be one of those days...... Just should have stayed in bed. Maybe it will get better when I can watch a few movies when my hubby gets home... Hitman is great!!
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Added by Damiana BloodDagger on August 16, 2008 at 9:06am —
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LOL I really do!! Especially the one where the guy is singing about his stupid credit!!
On to better things.... I am doing pretty well lately. My mood has almost been stable... ALMOST. Broke as fuck this month but that will be better next month. I am ready to start going out again. Sick of being afraid of everything!! I will not let this get to me anymore!!! More later....
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Added by Damiana BloodDagger on August 15, 2008 at 9:40am —
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