I feel the cool metal against my skin
and a tear fall from my chin
again I feel the blade bite at my wrist
like a vampires sweet kiss
The pain is not so over whelming anymore
but still another tear will hit the floor
because I have given into my addiction
and the blade has made its last affliction
I can punish myself all I want
but there will never be a soul who could care
and my heart will continue to ache
until I learn to deal with the punishment of my mistake[s]
Few would have made it to t…
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Added by Becca Maurer on January 3, 2009 at 11:00pm —
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a beautiful baby crys out in the night
as it lusts after blood
she balls up her little fists
and begins biting her own lips
i watch threw eyes of a maleficent slumber
she would do anything to nurture her everlasting hunger
she looks at me with curious eyes
eyes brown with a yellow tint
eyes I recognize as my own
this blood lusting child is none other then myself
she reaches out to touch me
as she sees me, as she
She smiles a beautiful smile
as maggots crawl out of her sheets
the smile leaves…
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Added by Becca Maurer on December 14, 2008 at 1:14pm —
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Look at me and tell me what the hell you see
She keeps telling me who I'm supposed to be
She feeds me these bullshit lies
then she waits for me to cry
She says all I got is her
she doesn't even care
Things will never be as they were
So when I run away
she doesn't get it
I'll never be okay
She drags me back to hell
lost and confuzed
I begin to yell
My face now stings
I lock myself in my room
My heads starting to ring
she now has left to go to a party
so now I'm here alone
the taste of blood in…
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Added by Becca Maurer on October 17, 2008 at 5:54am —
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God I hate it here
I act on impulse and out of fear
this place were your afraid to get played
and all the guys are out to get layed
Were everyone one is just out there to be cool
hiding behind there designer clothes and shit
but really who are they trying to fool
I want out of this hell they call high school
weres theres to many rules
When your late fer class
the teachers just waits by the door to fail your ass
I'm glad I have those few people who understand me
and who will help me make it th…
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Added by Becca Maurer on October 15, 2008 at 7:20pm —
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How can there be such thing as forevor
When all forevor holds are lies
I Have a hard time talking things out
When Everything I feel, I keep way down inside
I can't just turn and look away
While your tormented by this pain
AND ALL I CAN DO IS SAY MY SORRY AGAIN
Now all I say is rong
all because I'm afraid your gone
There would be nothing I could do to stop it
Why don't you save me now
'cause I've caused so much
Its Just way to hard
your way to far...
I've gotten screwed over again...
this ti…
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Added by Becca Maurer on September 5, 2008 at 7:39pm —
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If you ask
I won't tell
No one can save me from this hell
Now I got nothing left to show
Now that its over
I have no were else to go
My summer of darkness has now ended
Lost all friends
Lost all sanity
Lost all hope
I know the pain was not all Intended
but,
Now that we all go our sepperate ways
I hope you will come back for me someday
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Added by Becca Maurer on September 4, 2008 at 7:00pm —
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