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I'm angry and I hate you.

Obviously three years isn't enough time to know someone. The walls are going up and they aren't coming back down. I dared to trust you, how the hell I could I be so stupid? Thank you for breaking me down AGAIN because this isn't the first time. Two fucking years? I was good to you! I WAS SO FUCKING GOOD. Straight too, jeeze. I guess that was my fault, maybe it was a good thing I broke up you when I did. Problem is I just can't let sleeping dogs lie. I think the expression is dead dogs, but… Continue

Added by DommieGirl;; on April 2, 2009 at 8:09pm — No Comments

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When the helpers need help. When the protectors need protection When the ones who need love, never really get that affection. What's to be done? When all of the rights seem to be wrong. What will be said? When all of the lyrics don't fit the song. The beauty fades, and we are all seen for what we are. The truth is revealed, Every single tear and every single scar. Its so easy to forget, all the things we wanted to remember. How all we wanted to keep, Were so easy to dismember. Slipping throu… Continue

Added by DommieGirl;; on March 25, 2009 at 3:42pm — No Comments

Barbie Girl.

No, I'm not ranting about Barbie, I could care less. This is about me! yay me! :) Now, I want. Piercings; I've been told I'd look weird, and I've been told I'd look hot. * Snake bites. * Eyebrow. What do you think? Be nice, but be honest. Tattoos; I want three more tattoos but which should I get first, * My sons name, [View picture here.] * A little butterfly on my ankle like my mom. * A mourning angel sitting on a cresent moon. Hair; I'… Continue

Added by DommieGirl;; on March 25, 2009 at 3:18pm — No Comments

Life List.

-Be Healthier.
-Get a job.
~~-Get My Tattoo.~~
-Get my license.
-Get My Car.
-Get a Puppie.
-Dye my hair some sort of funky color.
-See Shelby.
-See online friends.
-Finish my story.
-Be published.
-Take a road trip across country.
-Find peace with myself.
-Get so drunk that I can't move.
[NOT FUN]
-Learn to play guitar.
-Become a better person.
-Understand things better.… Continue

Added by DommieGirl;; on March 24, 2009 at 3:30pm — No Comments

Oh.

Our bodies pressed together mending within each other. I wanna go deeper inside of you, Heart beats intertwined, along with the fingers, and the mess of flesh. Leaving us speechless and out of breath. Continue

Added by DommieGirl;; on March 21, 2009 at 1:10pm — No Comments

So,

I've got ten tons of backed up homework, but I'm so fucking tired, confused and upset, to do it. I feel like taking something sharp, and stabbing my own heart out. I don't think would do me any good though. I'm listening to Three Days Grace, which is like slowly killing me, but I like them. It helps as well as heals. Odd isn't it? I don't know why I bother with this site anymore. No One Reads This Shit. That's why everyone likes it, because you can pour your heart out to yourself. I had a pretty… Continue

Added by DommieGirl;; on March 2, 2009 at 3:42pm — No Comments

Fin.

I hate everything about you. Wake up. Let it die. Pretty much every single Three Days Grace song. Hey There Delilah. Still Dreaming. Promises. Happens all the time. Good Enough. Fall apart. Wonderwall. Drive my soul Decode. Breathing. For you. When I'm gone. I could name about a hundred more, but I'm tired. I don't think I care anymore. (a lie) The thing about me that you still haven't seemed to fucking get yet, is I don't give up easy, and with you I don't give up at all. I gave up everything… Continue

Added by DommieGirl;; on March 2, 2009 at 3:00pm — No Comments

I delete my blogs

when no one comments on them. Oops. Continue

Added by DommieGirl;; on February 14, 2009 at 11:54am — 1 Comment

So Far Away.

"'You got fucking jizz on my back, where the hell are my panties?' 'I threw them out the window bitch, shut the fuck up.'" -Fersure-TheMedicDroid. That quote has NOTHING to do with this blog, but I was listening to the song, and hey I just put there. DEALWITHIT! :) I'm such a bitch, no wait. I'm a total sweetheart who am I kidding. =) Steena makes me laugh. Shelby makes me smile. Stephen, haha. that guy makes me laugh so hard I nearly pee myself. :) Notice all my friends are in Co? Sha… Continue

Added by DommieGirl;; on February 4, 2009 at 8:00pm — 2 Comments

Perfectly Flawed (pictures)

This is extremely personal, this is my entire heart, laid out for you to see, and if you don't like it, then thats fine. This post has been edited, over and over again. This was originally a private post that I wanted to keep for myself. However, I feel that maybe it wouldn't be such a bad idea to let people see the real me, at least now you'll know what you're really dealing with. Maybe you'll see why I am, the way I am.

Just Breathe. Just Believe.

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Added by DommieGirl;; on February 3, 2009 at 8:34pm — 3 Comments

A Mother's Sorrow.

I miss my son, more then I've ever missed anyone. I love my son, more then I've ever love anyone.

I lost my son, faster then I've lost anyone, and its tearing me apart.

I want to go back to his grave, to see him, talk to him, I just don't have the guts.. nor strength.

I don't trust myself to go alone, but I wouldn't want to put som

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Added by DommieGirl;; on January 30, 2009 at 6:07pm — 2 Comments

Drop, Dead.

Gorgeous. Yes, you are amazingly gorgeous. I'll give you that much. You're a low down dirty bastard, but you are hot as hell. Which is where you should burn, in hell. I feel like throwing a fit, and I feel I have the right too, but I won't. I've learned that you are not worth the tears anymore. I have cried to many times, to ever let another one fall. I wish you could see what you do to me, but you won't. You walk away, run away. Like the scared little broken heart you are. I NEVER HURT YOU. I… Continue

Added by DommieGirl;; on January 29, 2009 at 10:00pm — 3 Comments

Mayhem Festival 2009

According to Revolver Magazine, Marilyn Manson and Slayer have been tapped to head the sophomore edition of the Mayhem Festival, which is scheduled to kick off on July 10th in Sacramento, California. Other acts currently confirmed to hit the road under the bill include Bullet For My Valentine, Trivium, Whitechapel, The Black Dahlia Murder, Job For A Cowboy, Cannibal Corpse, God Forbid, All That Remains, and Behemoth. Currently, the festival’s itinerary… Continue

Added by DommieGirl;; on January 28, 2009 at 8:15am — 2 Comments

Today's post.

I woke up to a blaring alarm clock in the next room, my mother lay beside it sound asleep, so I do the nice thing an jump and down on the bed to wake her up. She doesn't move, I sigh. I get the kids up and out the door for school myself. Except my brother, he was having trouble breathing do to his asthma. I laid back down in my bed curled up with my stuffed jaguar Lexi and felt back into dream land. Or at least I think thats where I was, though I can't be sure, because I don't remember having a… Continue

Added by DommieGirl;; on January 27, 2009 at 6:57pm — 1 Comment

Saturday, January 24, 2009.

I'm cleaning the house with my mother, or well, I was and not I'm writing this. Point is, I've realized how messy these kids really, jeeze. I would have never made such a mess as a child. Right now, I'm sitting here eating a pizza pocket. Don't you love how I'm always eating when I write, and how I always explain what it is I'm eating. That right there is a ture ~~fatass~~ cubber move. I'm getting abck into Rping, I loved it. I only stopped because of my photoshop. Oh well, I'm gonna get bac… Continue

Added by DommieGirl;; on January 24, 2009 at 11:05am — 4 Comments