Maria's Blog (3)

I call you my angel because that is what you are to me too precious for a name but you're whatever I need you to be I call you my angel because that is how I feel some people tell me that I'm dreaming and that angels are not real I call you my angel because I know your love is true and if I were to look I know there is not another as beautiful I call you my angel because this is how I will treat you I promise to be faithful and forever to be in love with you Continue

I need to get away My only escape from you Everything is so fucked up I don't know what is true It's way too much to take I'm so torn up inside I can't figure out These feelings that I hide They say that I need help I'm starting to agree But they would never understand They couldn't fathom what I see Anger. Sorrow. Regret. Love? I've never been so confused I wish I could just run My mind is frozen My body is numb My heart is broken So I take it out on myself Loving this pain. Continue

I can't control the way I feel. It's impossible to deny. But you do it every single day. And I'll never know why. I wish it was so simple. To live a life of lies. Just a fabrication. A story of untruths inside. You lead me on forever. My feelings grew so clear. But you never cared. So my feelings disappeared. I pushed away thoughts of you. Fearing the feelings would return. And suddenly you love me too?! I hope you fucking burn. Continue