Mich3ll3low's Blog (2)

I feel so guilty when I do things like this.. because I always blab about my feelings.. but whatever..I want to express them in anyway harmless.. My boyfriend is mad at me..i think he's going to break up with me because of all the trouble I've given him.. Him and his family, his self esteem... I've given problems to everyone close to me..I can't blame them for that.. I'm suicidal, I get mad easily, I'm not forgiving. not even to myself..I'm everything no one wants to be...I feel so guilty..but i… Continue

I guess I'm going to write something more of a journal here.... So...Ive been though so much but it doesn't seem like it to other people...when i tell people about my life they mostly think i was overreacting....one of them even said that i don't know how to live. A long time ago i thought the same thing..but after going to rehab twice i discovered how selfish I was and how narrow-minded those people were. Although I still think that i haven't been though much...like i knoe some people that have… Continue