Taylor's Blog (5)

I have a lot to get through. and a lot of people to say sorry to. but i think, it's getting better. haha. i don't really mind anymore. and i'll come on once in a while, when i have the time to. myspace.com/standup_x add that, if you want to really talk to me. Continue

when i think about it. it's useless to have all of these damned things. i don't log in everyday. and i barely reply to anyone. all these social networking sites i don't care about. i might just delete all of them. so yeah. byebi~ remember me by that, yes. n-n; Continue

ha, it's been too long. i missed kyo's gorgeous voice. To be revealed as if you were to be ridiculed, the disclosure of the flow of the red river i missed shou's too. kinda made me smile when i heard them again. Tsuki no hikari wa kokoro wo somete Kono yubi wa dokete Eien sae mo iro aseru nara Kono toki wo todomete i also missed byou's but i listened to him again. ougon ni yurameku fuyajou wa nemuru koto sae wasureta mama ichido kagiri no se… Continue

funny how it rained all day i didn't think much of it then but it's starting to all make sense oh, i can see now that all of these clouds are following me in my desperate endeavor to find my whoever i can't say it's affected me too much. just enough to change me entirely. i'll ask you this; when the people that have cared for you your entire life, just up and disappear; how would you feel? i'm not going to get into the story. i'm not sure i could explain everything acurately. i only ha… Continue

So, I'll pull his insides out. gah, i put up with your mood swings. i stood up for you and kept your reputation clean when no one else would. i fucking stood there, got hit and screamed at. but forgave the instant it was over. i dealt with you, and all the boys and girls you dated, and was pleasant, whether i liked them, or i didn't. and you still treated me like shit. i'm so done with this. yes i couldn't see straight when you said that. I wanted to KILL you so mu… Continue