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I'm 26,have 2 children,and I am beginning the divorce process from husband.Even though some may think it's too soon for me to be seeing someone,but I have met a wonderful guy,that I have unexpectedly but happily fallen for.
i have piercings,tats,just dyed my hair black for like the millionth time(its a wonder it hasnt fallen out yet).i have major depression and anxiety,come from a physically and verbally abusive childhood,which i am still trying to get past.i am a rape survivor.
i love horror movies,adam sandler movies,stephen king books,criminal psychology,and many more things.if you want to know anything else about me,feel free to ask.Actually if you're into myspace,you can look me up on there.*Samantha* is my name.

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Fuck Up

That's what I am,according to some that's all I will ever be.It seems as though no matter what I do or say it's wrong.My children are the most beautiful part of my life and the best part.No mistakes there.Being with my husband is not a mistake.I just can't seem to make anyone happy.I was always told that one person can't make another happy,and I believe that,but I can't seem to stop trying.I can't stand for people to be mad at me or to think badly of me.I wish I didn't care what anyone thought,b… Continue

Posted on September 18, 2008 at 6:43am — 3 Comments

Today

Well today is going well so far.I'm really tired cause I stayed up way too late last night,but thats nothing new.I'm hoping that tonight I will be able to sit back and relax with my husband and a couple of our friends,maybe drink a couple beers or something.Actually I'd rather have some Jaeger,but shits expensive.

Posted on September 12, 2008 at 11:30am —

Lately

I have had a lot of ups and downs the last few days,mostly downs.I've been feeling a fuck up,everything i do or try to do seems to turn to shit.I cant stop thinking about mistakes I've made,I cant seem to forgive myself.I'm always thinking that I should be punished somehow.When I was in high school I cut myself a lot.I hadnt done it for almost 10 years until a couple months ago.I feel like it was a stupid thing to do and it's not something i would want my children to know about or do to themselv… Continue

Posted on September 11, 2008 at 12:30am — 2 Comments

I love this!!

This site is a wonderful idea.My whole life I've hated myself,not just on the outside but the inside.I dont know why,maybe its my childhood,maybe i'm just crazy.When I hear perfectly flawed it makes me cry because it touches me so deeply.In my opinion Otep is a truly great person and we should all strive to be as caring as she is.

Posted on September 10, 2008 at 1:35pm —

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At 1:57am on January 25, 2009, seven said…: i all seen that ur a juggalo,lol i will always have ur back. woo woo!

At 12:45pm on October 26, 2008, JuggaloxSkippy said…: I was born by c section by the way ha ha
My friend bonnie had a baby and she had a c section and she told me it felt so cool!
So shall she be a homie?
hahaha I bet she's cute!

At 8:41pm on October 10, 2008, JuggaloxSkippy said…: Hwy what's up fam?
Sorry I'm not on here much.

At 2:43pm on October 10, 2008, Natilie said…: Lol the day that you left me that last comment was the day I had my baby! She was born at 11:52 p.m. I had to have an emergency c-section because her cord was too short for her to be born naturally. It was pretty scary for me but totally worth it. My recovery is going slow but I'm doing all right, and she is doing wonderful... taking a nap with her Uncle Brett right now actually lol. Anyways yeah, just thought I would let ya know!

At 8:01am on September 23, 2008, Natilie said…: Oh yeah and it's a girl!!

At 7:59am on September 23, 2008, Natilie said…: Lol yeah I hear ya! Well get some more cute pics up! I know I'll have a hell of a lot more to show here in a couple weeks!

At 9:03pm on September 21, 2008, JuggaloxSkippy said…: hey homie!
WHOOP WHOOP!
nothing much
you?

At 9:40am on September 14, 2008, Kali Alvey said…: Oh You're Welcome. And I'm Good. How Are You Doing?

At 8:31pm on September 12, 2008, Erik (RIP) said…: Not to bad here ! Spending time w/ kids.

At 1:07pm on September 12, 2008, .lady.lauryn. said…: I had similar experiences in high school, people would always say "you need to eat" or something along those lines...and of course I did eat. I wanted to gain weight...and now that I have, I'm not happy with it lol. I suppose no one will ever look the way they want to...

But your husband is right, you are beautiful =]