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Introduction to me.

I am the inability to just keep quiet.
I am the unstructured mess that denotes self righteousness.
I may come off as uncannily confident in myself,
although I have never really been uplifted by my peers.
I am the moisture left on the paper,
once you lick your thumb and turn the page.
I am the tingling in you hand, the thoughts in your head,
yet you can never feel me.
I am the institution that holds on to nothing,
letting go of everything.
I am, I just am.
Exist to love, I love to live, I live for pain,
I hurt for you, you haunt my dreams, dreams of hope,
hope to prevail, prevail over you, your tyrant heart,
heart of coal.
I am me, and thats everything you are not.

End.

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October 23

Sweet_Lil-Million replied to neversilent's discussion 'When we all put our heads together.'

Why are these Roads so Blinding? Lead me From my own Life as theyre Winding, Let the Curtains cover my Eyes from this World,Let my Path be Clear,Digging Deeper than my Crying

August 30

Leigh replied to neversilent's discussion 'When we all put our heads together.'

But the tracks were misplaced, to easy to mis-step as I trip along my own life's path. Where it ends, I guess I can't say, but as long as there's tomorrow, there will be another day.

August 20

Emanon replied to neversilent's discussion 'When we all put our heads together.'

Maybe me, my life is to blame, for hurt and lies, and broken shame. The pain of my tears, the false of my speech, the things that I did and put others to blame. It is my existence that threw time and sanity off track.

August 13

Cheez Romance replied to neversilent's discussion 'When we all put our heads together.'

just maybe it's not my time and i can't grasp anything but sorrow, will i live and be able to smile tomorrow?

June 23

Charlotte Tracey replied to neversilent's discussion 'When we all put our heads together.'

with this uncomfortable feeling of impending doom

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What have I become?

This phenomena that is occurring in my soul is gut wrenching. I am trying to figure out what I am. Why is it that one minute, I am perfectly fine, the next, I am terribly depressed. Then, my depression turns into this anger that can be triggered over literally nothing. Then I start to feel that I should die. Not kill myself, but I should die in a car accident or something. Then I am ok. It scares me and really upsets my girlfriend cause I almost always inadvertently take it out on her. I dont kn… Continue

Posted on March 31, 2009 at 4:37pm —

Feeling Caged

I dont know why, but I dont want to love her. Not my girlfriend, I love her with everything. But, my ex-wife. Everytime I see her, my heart beats faster, I get all shaky, when we hug, it feels so natural. But I know it can never go any further than that. It just makes me feel caged, left out to dry. Then she stars to cry, telling me she fucked up big time and that if I would just come back, we could piece our lives back together. And as much as it pains me to, I must tell her no. If it were not… Continue

Posted on March 22, 2009 at 11:35am —

Never Silent

Standing in this valley,
dark moon night,
I can never be silent,
refuse to stand silent.

Posted on March 17, 2009 at 12:39pm —

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At 10:47pm on June 20, 2009, Kelsey LeAnna Smith said…: Well that does suck, just don't do anything that will get ya in trouble. Eh, I'm pretty good at the moment. Waitin for the 1st of July to come around. I'm gonna be going to Florida

At 10:26pm on June 18, 2009, Kelsey LeAnna Smith said…: Hey what you been up to?

At 9:44am on June 6, 2009, Kelsey LeAnna Smith said…: Yea I love Jefferson Airplane. One of my Favs

At 4:11pm on June 5, 2009, Kelsey LeAnna Smith said…: Well that does sound pretty shitty. Sorry. Hope things get better between you an ya baby momma