Save the lies for someone who cares

Born in New York I was lied to before I was born or thought of. Everyone told me I would be so beautiful perfect and smart. I'm in special ED not what I planed I could care less about that. I'm anything but perfect I'm paranoid even if you don't see it I walk in the rain bare foot. Want a umbrella in the summer. The list goes on. Mommy is never home but yet still thinks she knows me. Daddy I have no fucking clue where the hell he is and don't really care. Andy (step dad) closet thing I got to a parent right now and that's kinda sad.

I hate family I like my step dad's side but mommy's and daddy's no. A lot of people who hate their family want to like them. No I don't really all I hear are the jokes and comments on my social grouping. I'm sick of it screw them they are going to have to deal with it.