The worst part of the disorder is that some of my friends keep telling me that I should have complete control over it & that I'm just giving in. They think that just b/c they say that they're there for me that I should be fine. I don't know how to make them understand what I'm going through. I don't think anyone I know personally knows, other than my uncle who also has the same disorder.
Its kinda funny you ask how old I am, heh tommorow's my 29th birthday. I live in Wissahickon Hills. I graduated from Community College Of Philadelphia, with an Associate Of Applied Sciences Degree in Computer Information Systems. Worked from September 4, 2002 till September 1, 2004, wasn't getting a straight answer out of the agency I working for, in this case it was U.S. EPA REGION 3. Ended up snapping and drugged silly on antianxiety medications. Things really haven't been the same since. It's a really long story. One thing after another after another.
I haven't been officially diagnosed, but many of my friends are psycology majors. Plus I have all of the symptoms. I have a really hard time dealing with the depression. It's just getting worse! I also have a bad habit of popping pain killers a lot during that time, too. I try to stop, but it's so hard.
The mania is easy to deal with at least. It just annoys me that I can't focus at all then. What's the hardest part of dealing with it for you?
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The mania is easy to deal with at least. It just annoys me that I can't focus at all then. What's the hardest part of dealing with it for you?