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alaa atif replied to alaa atif's discussion 'What's your purpose?'

and those who fail without a debilitating injury are most likely to try again, and they've learn their lesson...so there's a bigger chance of success... i've once heard a definition concerning suicide-or the attempt of it-as a momentarily insanity..…

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no doubt, i mean...it's not as easy as it sounds for many people

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Well thank you very much and your English is fine. Ya know after reading Jo's post below it becomes clear that even if we don't know what our purpose is or if we thing we have no purpose we really do. Sometimes just living, surviving and getting th…

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My purpose? I wish to spread the awareness of suicide. A few months ago I learned that every two seconds, someone in the world attempts suicide, and that every twenty seconds, someone succeeds. That realization made a big impact on me, and I wrote a…

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Path of a parasite.

Believes do constitute a significant part of a person, most of our actions are probably due to our believes.
i believe that art is what marks us as humans. there's art in every person. take time to observe the small amazing things. the way people walk, talk, their smiles, their skin's reaction to the light and dark, their tears, their sense of humor...the list is endless...and it's all beautiful in a way, you just have to be artistic enough to look through the right angle.
i believe that the earth is a seriously fucked up place. and it's greatness comes from the fact that it obligates us to struggle every day. that's what's life is about, and also trying to make the best out of it. be happy. simple, no matter how the word happy might make you wanna puke your guts out sometimes...ehem...
i believe in reasons, i believe that everyone is out there for a reason or another. if you think you don't have one, make one! do something get your ass off the couch and start looking...
love...well i believe in loving what you do, loving who you are, loving your family and friends...let's keep it at that
my name is Alaa Atif Ahmed, I'm an artist, medical student, 20 y.o, bad ass, smart ass, and this world is mine,
I'm out to collect the debts.

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psychosis, chapter II: voices.

"and each key whispered the message..."

Posted on July 28, 2009 at 2:23am —

Agnus Dei.

a song of a monarch butterfly
blind-lead me to the flame
because the wounded wings
whispered a secret

"for only you could hear
when you arrive,
decaying most alive
will no longer fear
the road to rest
and melt the lead
within your chest"

aflame,
i was beautiful beneath the burning skin
my breath smelt like night's perfume
united with angels,sin
creation and doom

and the path illuminated
with eyes of a million dead
cobble stones laminated
with dances of devious red

"and from a world behind
wh… Continue

Posted on July 25, 2009 at 3:35am —

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At 4:11pm on August 5, 2009, beautiful mistake said…: wow four year med student! that is awesome.keep in touch babe!

At 5:01pm on July 28, 2009, Jane Doe said…: lol, it's stupid, I've been censored in art class XD one time the teacher hung up a drawing that I wrote "REDRUM" on 3 times and the following week she took it down because it spelled MURDER, but I covered it with pencil so it was still hanging :/ Another time I was trying to submit something for an art show (she'll put some non AP art in the show) and I show her one drawing and she says it's a no because it's "alcohol", I go to the show, most of one of the AP artists' drawings had knives and blood O_e

I'm not really a tattoo artist, and it depends on what you want to get. For shoulders, it's best to get a more rounded design

At 8:55pm on July 25, 2009, Jane Doe said…: my grandma's going to return it next time they go to the library :B

I think I have a small picture of her in a magazine I jacked from art class, want it?

Thanks ^3^ it's odd, at the library (I got a bunch of books yesterday :P) noticed that I had some drawing books, so she asked if I was an artist, I said not really (Nobody that has asked for a drawing has paid me) but my mom says I am. idk, she knows that I want to do tattoo design, and she doesn't like tattoos or anything like it (piercings, bodmods, etc.)

At 10:13pm on July 24, 2009, Jane Doe said…: thanks, the basic idea for the drawing came from a video a girl made for the song, I think I had a link in the description, idk

I've been drawing seriously for about 3 years, I want to do tattoo artistry. For some weird reason I'm questioning it after looking at some book of "tattoo designs" (idk, it said it was tattoo designs, but most of the people in the book said that they don't like tattoos) then again, most of the things in the book were just either too grotesque,offensive, basic, or plain for (I think) anyone would really want. The designs looked more like for T-shirts or web design than body art :P

At 1:04pm on July 21, 2009, Mac said…: thanks man.

At 12:11pm on July 21, 2009, beautiful mistake said…: aww. thanks. i ws wondering if u were ok. thanks for including me in the list! that really boosted my ego! thanks!let me know how u did in school!

At 10:51am on October 27, 2008, beautiful mistake said…: hey long time no talk everything ok on the other side of the world?

At 10:38am on October 14, 2008, beautiful mistake said…: hahaha. i believe in chaos theory. everything leads to a greater chaos. one of newton's laws but it can actually be applied to almost every aspect in life. i guess that makes me a pessimist. all one can do is hope. there is some innate goodness some where that was keep us from destroying ourselves a long time ago. but one must ask how long will that small piece of goodness hold out? apocalypse? yes. when? soon probably. we will all find out in 2012 eh?

At 8:01pm on October 11, 2008, Damiana BloodDagger said…: well slavery sux sweetheart.... that is for sure. I am better now...So how are you?

At 4:49pm on October 11, 2008, Ragdoll Girl said…: lol yeah thats a crap load of movies, I on't even know if we've seen half of them their mostly my guys movies.. I like all sorts of horror movies, mummy movies are cool too. Jack and Sally are Icons there.. how so? Saws romantic huh.. thats cool I love movies that get into your head and play games with you.. those are the best.. the saw movies are great. lol awesome that you don't like the rap and pop shit.. I hate that kind of crap It shouldn't even be considered music..its horrible. Awesome taste in music those are all great.. wumpscut is awesome my guy has all the bands cd's wee have an insane library on this computer have a crap load of cd's prolly just as many as the amount of movies if not more lol. Well I love to go to metal concerts, music is a big this with me it can get you through all sorts of crap in life, like to draw, as you know I love horror movies.. I model for fun for a website.. we both love doing pictures, get the imagination going so that's fun. Pretty much try to find all sorts of stuff to not be bored it sucks here in florida lol. So what do you do for fun, any hobbies or whatever?