I find myself
going into your room
knowing that you wont be here
getting some comfort knowing that you made it
sitting on the bed wishing that you would come in
Nothing....deep in my thoughts i then reach into my pocket
touching something smooth and cold
pulling it out......i then cock it once and place it into my mouth
i am about to pull the trigger.....then coldness nothing
Posted on April 16, 2009 at 9:43pm —
Slowly slipping into depression
How long has it been since we have talked?
Missing you more and more
With every passing day
Telling myself that your okay
Trying so hard not to take the razor blade
Stopping the pain
Instead I cry
Cry for me
Cry for you
Cry for us
Come back to me
I am a mess without you
You are my other half
My sane half
Posted on April 9, 2009 at 10:17pm —
For I 'am surrounded in a sea full of beauty that is not my own
I 'am suffocating in there lies n vain...
For I' am real and not beautiful
When i look in the mirror
I can a ugly short fat girl, who lies, cheats, n steals, n does not respect her family, Or her self
She feels guilty for hurting herself and others
She knows that it is hopeless to do a lot of things to make her be better
So instead of trying she gives up
And wants to breathe no more
For she is just an illusion
Posted on March 20, 2009 at 4:37am — 1 Comment
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I would love to read some more :)
Do you plan on posting anymore poetry?