For me it's that I have always been thin to an extent. Not truly skinny but smaller. I have always been this way. Before I always wanted to be bigger.. Growing up was not easy for me. I was ridiculed for the way i look. I grew up poor and didn't have much. My mother made sure we were fed. I had to wear the same clothes numerous times during the week and never had many friends. Once I was old enough to get a job. It was all about conforming to what everyone else was. Acting like everyone else and trying to be something I was not. I found many friends persay when I got into drugs. So I thought. Over time I came to the realization that all the drugs were doing was turning me into an uglier person than I was. I realized that life isn't worth throwing away for drugs. They ruined my life for the longest time. Now I am living a beautiful life inside myself and out. It has been a long road to where I am today. Everything I have learned and been thru has made me stronger and smarter.
Yeah I totally agree. For me every song thats on there has a specific memory attached to it. Hey no problem, half of the bands on my playlist are ones that friends completely hooked me on. Another band u should definitely check out is Children of Bodom. They're fucking SICK.
My son left yesterday for 3 weeks which is kind of a bummer but otherwise I'm good. Your welcome, I like your profile. I hope this msg finds you having a great day.
awww i'm sorry that is all happening but yeah it could always be worst. everyone seems to be having economic troubles lately, thanks to school paper work and getting into the school's athletic training program i could only buy a little bit of groceries and then my best friend came over and ate most of it... lol but yeah it will get better. and OMG finding a job is so crazy now days, either you need more experience or its too far away and the cost to get there and back everyday cost more than your paycheck. but everyday starts over new so you can't make the same mistake twice. :D
aww i commented you before i read the comment you left me. lol but yeah i understand and yes yourself should go out before everyone but in some cases others are so battered that they will drop anything for anyone, i know i've done that, and i still do, but yeah its hard but totally worth being yourself. :D i hope we become friends.