Metal Muffin From Hell

The names Jenna..I have a total love for music and my friends. Ever since I was younger I've had a different fashion sense. I love the color black and I love tattoos and piercings. I already have my lip and nose and tongue pierced and 3 tattoos. I plan on getting at least 3 more piercings and at least 10 tattoos. I'm a pretty big stoner and I smoke a lot of cigarettes. I think vampires are sexy.I'm a very open bisexual. I love to express myself by writing lyrics and by photography. I've always been kind of an oddball but I'm ok with that. So what if I'm not a size 2 with big boobs. Though it took some time to come to terms with my appearance, I've learned to love myself for who I am. As my good friend says, the normal is abnormal and the abnormal is normal. I like being different because I'm being true to myself. I'm not trying to change for anyone and I'm ok with that. When I was younger I went through a lot. I was diagnosed as a manic deppressive, and the doctors thought I was bipolar. (They were wrong) I went though a couple years of self injury. Cutting, burning, biting, scratching. With all I was going though, cutting was the only thing that made me feel better. It was a release. The pain made me forget the emotional trauma I was going through. It helped me to just focus on the physical pain..instead of everything else. I eventually realised that I was just making things worse for myself. It took a lot, but I was eventually able to quit self injuring. I slipped a few times, but thats normal. I can honestly say that the pain was a drug. Thats what made it so hard for me to quit. But I eventually did, and I havent cut since. For a while I thought that I had to change for guys, because they didn't like what I was like. I was very self consious and I was willing to change to feel that love. I've realized that you shouldn't change for anyone, no matter how much they claim to love you. If they truly love you, then they will love you for who you are. I'm very lucky to have found someone that loves me for who I am, and doesn't judge me. Thats so hard to find nowadays.
Peace love and fucking chicken grease
Jenna