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I go by Cortney,Willis™,No-Nutz™,and Titty Sprinkles™.I'm your average human.I do probably everything you do.I believe almost everything,I'm very superstitious,I still believe there will be a pot of gold waiting at the end of every rainbow...But I've had the hardest time trying to convince myself that an omnipotent cloud of "love" lives in the sky.I've spent the last five years of my life searching for one little thing that will make me drop to my knees and beg for forgiveness.But I still haven't found it and I won't stop searching until I do.I have many inspirations,but nothing inspires me more than nature.The trees inspire me to move when I feel like turning to stone,the grass inspires me to keep going even though people walk all over me everyday,and the flowers convince me that if I die(mentally or physically),there is always the chance that I can come back to life.Not to sound "emo" or anything,but I strongly believe that life is only a string of disapointments.If a scientist were to put the average human's life under his microscope,that's exactly what he would see.I love writing.I do it every single day.I believe I'm the only teenage girl that still writes in a journal.From what I hear,writing and photography are my only talents.I,obviously,have a very low self-esteem.So many people in this world say that they don't care what other people think of them.But I do.So does everyone else,but I guess lieing about it gives them a sense of security.I've been homeschooled for 3 years now.That was the worst decision I have ever made because now I can never go back to public school,or have a normal,functional,life.Why?Since the very first day I was homeschooled,I developed both a love of being alone and a fear of people and leaving my house for long periods of time.But since my social life vanished,I have found ways to explore the world without even opening my front door.I have a dream of one day living in a huge house,that I bought with the money I received from working for Google,with 16 dogs,16 cats,and a whale.All of which would have it's own room.I have no plans to marry,or have a significant other ever in my life.Animals are so much cooler than humans anyway.Even though I'm a virgin,I give a lot of sex advice and I know more about sex than the average person would want to know.It's just a hobby.In conclusion,I am a normal teenage girl that hates herself.I know my strengths,I know my weaknesses,and I know I can only survive if I want to.

A man dumps the body of a girl in a ditch. The body rots; Melts into slime. Flowers pop up where the body lies, seeds fly out of the flowers, and a bee sucks the flowers and makes honey. And then the family of the girl buys the honey from the store. And the family eats the girl.

"You can't find the truth, you just pick the lie you like the best."

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At 7:40pm on April 12, 2009, shane polous said…: oh, i was talking about a comment you left about hating yourself and your body image. and i was merely saying that you should focus on what you love in yourself and fuck what anyone else thinks.

At 10:57am on April 10, 2009, shane polous said…: hey, i read your comment and it caught my attention because i've been there. society tends to place a lot of emphasis on physical appearance and on being their idea of "perfect" but screw that. be who makes you happy. everyone has their own unique beauty including you. find it and love it. feel free to write me or add me. my profile not too interesting yet but soon.....

At 9:28am on March 28, 2009, Davi Nya said…: Just wanted to say: cool playlist :)

At 1:51am on November 24, 2008, Nat-Sack said…: i read your comment and it really touched me i no were your comming. i though i send u a message because u seem like an awesome person :)