I constantly wear a smile on a daily basis to make other people happy and so I don't have to try and explain what's wrong... I am still alive just because I'm curious about how long my life will last and I'm in love. I honestly not only hate my li...
I cut, scratched and burned myself for about four years, last Jan. i decided i couldn't do it anymore, and went 9 months without it, then last month, i sliced my leg up over some stupid little thing...
Even tho I've so far only had relationships to guys, I'm more attracted to girls. I consider myself bisexual and haven't said it to anyone in real life, noone of my friends or family.
I used to hurt myself before.
I think I suffered from anorexia ...