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"With poetry and suffering I cannibalized every ounce of my pain"

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I am 19

with a fiancé who I love dearly,

a family as crazy as the next.

and wonderful friends...

Life for me has been good at times, but the bad seems to out weigh the good. I think we've all been put through hell trying to find ourselves...trying to fit into that little box of what the world thinks we should be...trying to fit a label on oursleves to please friends and family...wishing we were free to live and someday die...always asking why..looking to the sky.
We can not be what they want all of the time. When will it be yer day to shine? Or how about mine?
I can not stress it enough...
I am not goth...i am not punk...i am just me.
Not an emo...jock...hippy...or preppy..no just me.
A misfit...loveable hated wreck.
Distorted view of reality...but i guess it works for me.
I just hate it when people label not only me but themselves...it's sad. Every body has the potential to achieve greatness, but not many use their talents because they are afraid...afraid...afraid...i to was afraid.

...I must be coming off as annoying but I assure you I am a fairly easy person to get along with. I try to help the weak, and lower the pedestal of the high and mighty with my words.

I do not look for fights, but I will not back down.

OTEP has inspired me in so many ways, that it is only natural that I join allshapesandsizes.

Ash's Blog

Rip out yer hair and scream until yer lungs collapse...

Do you ever wake up and know that it’s not going to be a “happy” day? You don’t really know why but every question…every look….comment….and every gesture just makes you want to rip out yer hair and scream until yer lungs collapse. I had one of those days and it feels like they are becoming more frequent. Today was voting day and I knew it would not be a pleasant experience. All I wanted to do was get it over with, after all there were only 2 issues on the ballot so it would be in and out with as… Continue

Posted on May 6, 2009 at 5:01pm —

Two Short Stories...

WARNING: These stories have not been editied, proof-read, or spell checked so there will be misspelled words and horrid grammer...
Now enjoy and leave me lots of feed back
n_n

Night Bus Passenger:

She rocks back and forth, nervously chewing on all ready broken finger nails, spitting back the chipped nail polish. On a nearly empty bus to no where in particular she rides muttering words only she would understand as she argues with herself trying to make sense of what had happened.… Continue

Posted on January 28, 2009 at 12:01pm — 2 Comments

What Happened?

What Happened?

What happened to our world? All the girls are whores and all the boys are girls. Where did pride go? And why is it suddenly cool to mutilate yer self?

What happened to imagination?? Is Hannah Montana really all that great? Is Twilight really accepted as a good vampire movie? Book?....maybe so.

What happened to us? We were individuals just like everyone else… we didn't care what they said because either way they hated us…tortured us. But when we broke away with a fist and a f… Continue

Posted on December 18, 2008 at 11:45am — 1 Comment

Thanksgiving

Thanksgiving…the turkey’s aroma teasing our nostrils as it cooked…the buttery mashed potatoes and biskets getting ready to dance with brown gravy upon our anxious awaiting tongues…candied yams to sweeten the deal and corn to remind us of our health…and the pie…awe the pumpkin pie hot waiting to be dressed in its gown of cool whip. Us, the ones who would take in this feast letting each variety of taste perform without limitations, would remember this day as a gathering of loved ones more so than… Continue

Posted on November 27, 2008 at 9:00pm —

Hail To The Chief

Unless you have been living in a hole with yer ears plugged to drown out the victory chants of the donkeys, then you know Obama was elected to be the next president of these United States. I for one am proud that the youth of America joined together with wiser older and more educated people with expierence to help make this turn out in the democratic favor *applauds us* instead of not voting and letting another republican (not that there's anything wrong with republicans, I got much love for you… Continue

Posted on November 5, 2008 at 3:30pm — 1 Comment

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At 8:45pm on October 26, 2009, girl said…: thanks =]

At 9:50pm on July 8, 2009, lizzz said…: I like your "What Happened" blog. I am not a whore, but I'm not girly...feminine enough, is that still a chance of hope?

At 3:09pm on May 7, 2009, adam said…: thanks alot for wishing me well i am back the funeral was this morning still feel down but time will heal my wound

At 10:00pm on May 3, 2009, Jeffery Scott Hartman said…: hell city is a tattoo convention in columbus, i believe it's at the hyatt regency this year... it's from the 29th to the 31st of may.

At 1:36am on April 30, 2009, Jeffery Scott Hartman said…: hello, i like your playlist, i envy you for living in columbus, i seen mudvaybne at the LC in december, i'd never been to columbus before but i loved it. are you going to hell city???

At 5:15pm on April 28, 2009, adam said…: wow i just read the first short story and i was pulled into it from the jump i thought the girl was going to die or kill the driver but the ending was great

At 1:43pm on April 16, 2009, Rochelle Freed said…: hey i really like the murderdolls, wednesday 13 they're awesome!

At 1:36pm on March 22, 2009, misstree said…: a little hello from France
hoping all is fine for you..

best wishes

At 8:07am on January 30, 2009, Leigh said…: Well really I suppose all people are lame =P Just the way you have to view them, let them suprise you!

Well I hope he grows in the right way, plants that don't grow towards the sun tend to be very twisted =/

At 12:34pm on January 29, 2009, devilsxgift said…: hey! lol thx I try to write in a fluent english and it takes a lot of time cuz I often have to look up in a dictionary! x) but I think when I often write cmnts, this side could help me to improve my english a bit.^^ by the way I love this language! x)
omg! gary jules - mad world! xD I heard this song in the radio a few months ago and I always wanted to know who is singing it cuz I fell in love with it! and when I came to your page, suddenly the song was played!
your playlist is a real gift! haha
omg..I'm sry, I'm writing nonsense!
so..have a nice day! =)