suicide [my angels suicide]

[Becca Maurer]

"the light was too bright
so he hid from the sun
in his dark palace
he held the gun
closed his eyes
and held his breath
gripping the gun
waiting for death
placed his fingers
in perfect position
the gun well loaded
full of amunition
raising the gun
up to his head
he ran from life
choosing death instead
pulled the trigger
and fired the shot
dropping the gun
the barrel still hot
before he died
swear i saw i it
my angel cried", unknown person

.....
suicide is more dangerous when not thought about
those who kill themselves are those who didn't think there life all the way threw

WHATS YOUR VIEW ON THIS EXTREMELY DELICATE SUBJECT

[Shelby]

It's a selfish way of going out. Not only have we effected many peoples lives in some way, we have alot more to live for. I understand the thought, but if you're thinking about really going through it. Don't. Somone will come along that will understand you more than you know. Just have hope things will get better. I'm not saying anything will change right away, but it will. If you fear it won't, go see a therapist. Please, don't do anything that will effect people.

[Becca Maurer]

I would never
a friend of mine commiitted suicide
and I would never put anyone thue the hurt and pain
that I felt
no one should ever have to go thrue something so horrible
NO ONE
.....
and yes I agree with you
it is very selfish

[Ash]

Suicide is for most people considering it, the only escape. When life becomes so painful it hurts to even breathe, you want an exit plan. It’s the ultimate way out.
Thoughts about how it would affect other people rarely counteract with some one who is seriously about to end their life, because it is people who made it difficult. It’s depressing knowing that someone would rather die than try…and that old saying “sticks and stones will break your bones but words will never hurt” is bull shit! Words scar too, and people just don’t get it sometimes that little comments go a long way. The world is never going to be a nice place, because someone will always find a way to make things bad. That’s just reality…but if someone reads this who is considering suicide, just remember there is always another way. Life can be a living hell, or a series of nightmares…but your time will come when things get brighter. I won’t say it’ll be soon…but you’ll never know unless you try and wait it out. Believe it or not, there are people who love you…and you are not alone in this. Millions of people contemplate suicide every day…and many of them realize that their life is special and unique. I know because I’ve been there myself.

~Ash~

[Becca Maurer]

thank you for your reply
and I'm very glad u contemplated suicide
and didn't go threw with it

It is true the world we are apart of is wicked.
Though it is not hell
I'm sure some people have seen the closest thing to the demons is human
but there always is hope
"I promise everything will be better in the end, because if its not better then its not the end"

[Ash]

Yeah I'm glad to because I kind of like being alive ;)

I'm actually really glad you started this discussion because it might help some body going through a hard ship. That quote "I promise everything will be better in the end, because if its not better then its not the end" is dead on.

~Ash~

[Becca Maurer]

thank you
and I'm glad ur alive as well
and I hope it does help someone

[Cheez Romance]

quoting the intro of "our need to bleed" by circle takes the square....

i don't want to try to be loved any more... i don't want to be scared any more... or to kill any more. i don't want to kill any more... i don't want to be alone any more... i don't want to be anything any more... i don't need a reason to kill myself.... i need a reason not to.... there isn't one.

and thus the screaming began!

[Becca Maurer]

tho suicide is not the answere...
Its a question.


and our need to bleed is a good song.